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Stolen from Madaline who stole it from Omnipotentmight... who i don't know
Write a letter to your past self. It can be anonymous if you so choose. I am choosing to write to my 20 year old self.
Dear Sam...
First off... you have 3 additional personalities, not two. They will cause you problems down the road. Look into taoism, the philosophy will help you get rid of them. Don't lend money to anybody... nobody pays you back. Go online to order boots from Europe... they are nicer and they last longer than the ones you have now. Roxy will die soon, it sucks... don't waist time working for Toyota, go straight to Kelley Services and apply at Well Point.
Ok, onto some relationship things that you should know.
1. Listen to Devon when it comes to his exes, but not anybody else.
2. Dating girls has to be more than interesting physical features... the relationships you get into due to this end badly. Don't bother... try for intellectual stimulation instead.
3. When Shelley contacts you again, don't bother responding... it's a few random points a few weeks of conversation you don't need.
4. When Tiffany contacts you again, don't bother responding... it's a few random points a few weeks of conversation you don't need.
5. Kristy is a mistake... no real problems, it just doesn't work out.
6. Wayne is bad for Megan, advise her of this when she tries to date him.
7. Never sacrifice your morals. When the opportunity arises to sleep with somebody who is in a relationship due to your present feelings and past relationship will end badly... Don't waste your time... and you loose a couple people who really could have worked out nice for you.
8. Show Fae your family portrait when you meet her.
9. Stay in school, and don't take online/video courses.
10. Do not take Enriquez for statistics.
Work on getting rid of your mental instabilities in whatever way you can. You probably will due to incurred pain, despite these warnings, because your stubborn and do not listen to Drew. The voices go away slowly when you work on the personalities.
The girl who you will fall hardest for will happen in an instance... you will not know what hit you. Tell her you love her, and when she runs... accept it and move on.
When you absorb a personality, it will give you back the memories... Good luck... it's a hellish thing to experience. Just remember, it's for the best.
Remember to smile, it gets better each time... The world is happier than it seems right now. Spend more time with Decker. They are a family you do not know yet.
Good luck!
Future self.
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Post a comment and...
1. I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll challenge you to try something.
3. I'll pick a color that I associate with you.
4. I'll tell you something I like about you.
5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something I've always wanted to ask you.
8. If I do this for you, you must post this in your journal.
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[14 Feb 2007|03:44am] |
Star Wars Horoscope for Aries
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Like many aries, you have demonstrated your penchant for inflicting pain.
You feel you are at the center of the universe and that you must be in control.
You enjoy being a leader... and you find that your aggression and quick temper serve you well.
Star wars character you are most like: The Emperor
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1. Grab the nearest book.
2. Open the book to page 103.
3. Find the fifth sentence.
4. Post the text of the next 2 sentences in a reply to this post, along with the book's title.
5. Don't you dare dig for that "cool" or "intellectual" book in your closet! I know you were thinking about it! Just pick up whatever is closest.
Such a quest will be extremely difficult, perhaps impossible if the mage's Avatar has already been enslaved. Inevitably, this will be a nightmarish journey into the depths of teh fallen mage's psyche where he will be forced to confront the darkest shadows of his mind and soul (especially those related to the sins which led him down the path of damnation in the first place).
from the Book of Madness
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[14 Nov 2006|01:18am] |
 Dear Santa...
Dear Santa,
This year I've been busy!
Last Wednesday I turned ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) shini_neko in for spitting (3 points). Last Friday I bought porn for twinkietrash (10 points). In January I helped arewar hide a body (-173 points). In February I donated bone marrow to lucem in a life-saving procedure (300 points). Last week I had a shoot-out with rival gang lords on the 5 near LA (-76 points).
Overall, I've been nice (64 points). For Christmas I deserve an Easy-Bake Oven!
Sincerely,
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[27 Jun 2006|08:37pm] |
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[01 Jun 2006|05:08am] |
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I am one who usually is all for them, but right now it is difficult. There is a lot going on for me that is quickly progressing nowhere... a limbo of advancement... the waiting room to life...
I am feeling things I shouldn't. Feeling things that have no benefit for me right now... just a lot wait ahead for this one... or perhaps a short one...
Everything is so uncertain... everything with this is just driving me insane.. I don't know what to do... just what I shouldn't do... What I shouldn't let myself do. I want to, but I really shouldn't.
So many swimming thoughts on this, and then there is nothing when I step back and look; there are only possibilities. I should move forward and leave this all behind, but I can't; I won't leave some of it behind, and the rest is just impossible to escape.
Ahh... that which I refuse to just turn my back on. It's a bad and remarkably familiar one. I've been down the road, and I know it leads to nothing but pain for all involved... why is it so tempting?
I know why. I saw this coming. I saw that I would expect it. I saw and knew that the situation would be here... that I would know this joy. Know it, but be unable to grasp it. That which I search for above all else... within my grasp yet going nowhere. A giant road block of a debacle waiting to bite me in the ass to pursue... I foresaw all of it down to it's place and almost all those involve; I would know all except that subject who's most integral to the situation... the subject at hand... that which would be the balance between my current place and a future with no pain or sadness.
I knew and I found it... I just cannot grasp it...
There are some lyrics that describe this... and that is how this cryptic rant will end...
Rubicon
Praying for myself.
These thoughts I try to hide.
I have faith in me and hope this will survive.
But it's tearing me apart.
I can't hear the words by which I guide.
So I must ask again who will carry me.
I will not deny that nothing can defend
from the helplessness that's cutting deep inside,
and I cannot prevent the thought that nothing's real.
Seems I've waited years for this day to end.
The strength I need to feel, the pride inside of me,
Are not there behind the face staring back at me.
The anger and the pain of knowing where I am.
I have come so far and I cannot return.
Nothing I can do that I have not done.
No words I can say. No truth left that I can see.
So must I let this end so everything falls apart.
Before I live the life as I have always done.
Tell me what to do so I do nothing wrong.
Something I can hope for. Something real that I can see.
So nothing falls apart. So that it does not end.
I cannot return. I can't start again.
© VNV Nation
Legion
Enveloped in a sentiment,
a sound that rushes over me.
Engage an impulse to pretend
I have a faith as pure.
Not forgetting what it means to dream.
Indulging everything.
Entertaining thoughts that I've the strength
of those I yearn to be.
Cheers and tribute greet the saviours.
Reckless thoughts survive.
Anachronistic and impulsive.
And what will happen?
Will I dream?
I am too scared to close my eyes.
For a second please hold me.
None can change in me these things that I believe.
But I don't know what happens now.
I am too scared to close my eyes.
© VNV Nation
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a Knight
You scored 5 Honor, 10 Justice, 4 Adventure, and 4 Individuality! |
The whole 'protect the innocent, for the Divine and Country" really appeals to you. You're rather go forward that around the side and you're comfortable with traditional values.
Strap on a sword and wear your armor proud. You'll do just fine. |
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My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:
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You scored higher than 12% on Ninjinuity |
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You scored higher than 98% on Knightlyness |
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You scored higher than 9% on Cowboiosity |
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You scored higher than 24% on Piratical Bent |
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Smart Paladin
74% Combativeness, 16% Sneakiness, 67% Intellect, 72% Spirituality |
Valorous! Noble! Or possibly just a self-righteous jerk (but with the brains to keep you alive!)... You are a Smart Paladin!
Paladins are holy warriors. They are valorous defenders of the light. Unfortunately, most of them are so ardent in their defense they tend to meet sticky ends faster than you can say "rampaging red dragon." Many people look up to Paladins, while others just consider them stuck up, overbearing, or self-righteous.
Fortunately for you, unlike most Paladins, you're pretty smart. Which means that you're more likely to fall into the "admired" category, rather than the "obnoxious" or "dead" categories.
Much like the crusades, you manage to combine violence and religion, though unlike the crusades, you add a healthy does of intelligence. You may be a staunch defender of the faith, a valorous champion of the weak, or the stuff that jihads are made of. Which ever one you are, just be happy that you’ve got the smarts to back it up and make it work. |
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My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:
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You scored higher than 81% on Combativeness |
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You scored higher than 6% on Sneakiness |
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You scored higher than 57% on Intellect |
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You scored higher than 95% on Spirituality |
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[23 Apr 2006|05:02pm] |
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It is strange how these things work... how one momment I can be right as rain and then the next I can be slipping away... for no reason in particular...
I can go from being in absolute awe of everything...
the world is living, breathing, vivid and lovely...
then it crashes down... i feel the weight of it again...
for no reason at all, i feel like just giving up...
I never do...
I keep going...
but in odd times... I really do feel like just letting go of hope...
I know I won't, but the feelings remain in odd moments...
I want few things... but those things I want to an extreme... I want them to be perfect...
I know I will have them... but sometimes...
Last night... right now... most of this year... I have been feeling up... it's the first time in 7 years I could go for more than a few weeks stretch without feeling like garbage... it's intriguing... Last night I felt everything at once... all the glorious energy pulsing through the club at once... How intoxicating it was just to feel nothing but glorious energy... I felt no pain...
I told some people...
What is it about this year?
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[05 Apr 2006|07:52am] |
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So tonight sucked... I am angry...
I hate when my friends get fucked over... It makes me want to rip apart everything... tear down the fabric of reality and make right in the chaos left...
Tonight put a lot of old memories into the lime light of my concentration... I'm ok with this... It's good to remember things even if they are painful... Like these... the memories of pains and hopes crushed... I remember... and part of me enjoys reliving the emotions...
Anyways... I'm angry... well, no... Annoyed... Anger is something I reserve for things that are worth it, and this is not worth it... This is all just fucking ridiculous..
We'll see how this week continues
and now the song stuck in my head
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[12 Mar 2006|01:24pm] |
1. YOUR PORN STAR NAME: (Name of first pet / Street you live on):
Brandy Agusta
2. YOUR MOVIE STAR NAME: (Name of your favorite snack food / Grandfather’s first name):
Sweettart dick
3. YOUR FASHION DESIGNER NAME: (First word you see on your left / Favorite restaurant):
Love Round Table
4. EXOTIC FOREIGNER ALIAS: (Favorite Spice / Last Foreign Vacation Spot):
Cayane London
5. SOCIALITE ALIAS: (Silliest Childhood Nickname / Town Where You First Partied):
Samsonite Ventura
6. "FLY GIRL/BOY" ALIAS (a la J. Lo): (First Initial / First Two or Three Letters of your Last Name):
S. Van
7. ICON ALIAS: (Something Cool Within Sight / Any Liquid in Your Kitchen):
Rockstar Tobassco
8. DETECTIVE ALIAS: (Favorite Baby Animal / Where You Went to High School):
Cheetah Adolfo
9. BARFLY ALIAS: (Last Snack Food You Ate / Your Favorite Alcoholic Drink):
Nachos Adios
10. SOAP OPERA ALIAS: (Middle Name / Street Where You First Lived):
Lee Hillridge
11. ROCK STAR ALIAS: (Favorite Candy / Last Name Of Favorite Musician):
Sweettarts Harris
12. YOUR STAR WARS NAME: ( First 2 letters of your first name and the first 3 Letters from your last name makes your first name. Take the first 2 letters of your mother’s maiden name and the first 3 letters of the city you were born in for your last name):
Savan StCam
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Umm... Anybody know when Brian got into football... or became french...
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